DEAD IS THE NEW ALIVE.

that's straight.

2009-04-17T19:52:00.000-07:00

“gay is not a synonym for shitty or bad. if you want to say something's shitty; then just say it's shitty or bad and stop being such a homophobic asshole.” -pete wentz

god, i heard that 1,086 times a day at rochester middle school. it really sickens me, seriously. you have no right to use that term in that way. being gay isn't a crime, it isn't a bad thing. get over it. why should it matter who someone loves? love is love and it's simple as that. let people be happy, no matter what gender they choose. love shouldn't be based on race, age, gender, etc. it should be based on love. holyfuck, get over yourselves.

writing and such

2009-04-14T03:42:00.001-07:00

i guess i'm ungrounded, maybe not?

i don't know, gerard (my laptop... shut up, i'm not obsessed!) was still sleeping next to me when i woke up. so the momster, who've i've made temperary amends with, didn't take it.

i'm playing with the idea of creating a sequel to my story the sharpest lives, in josh's pov.

haha, you probably have no idea what i'm talking about.

it's a short story i wrote and here's the link...

which i would LOVE to give you but mibba is being a spaz.

been grounded.

2009-04-13T15:19:00.000-07:00

i've been grounded, i think i still am.

umumum, not much.

i've been reading and drawing and listening to music and anything so i wont be bored out of my skull.

i got the ellen hopkins books (impulse, burned, glass--or whatever)

impulse is good, glass is pretty good, i didn't read crank so i'm a little lost.

they're quick reads which is good.

i got the new issues of the umbrella academy, i'll be sad to see it come to an end.

going to meet my friend up the street in a few minutes.

ciao.

where is the love?

2009-04-07T03:12:00.000-07:00

In relation to Dan's recent rediscovery of The Black Eyed Pea's Where is the Love?

That is my title.

God, I haven't that song in forever.

What ever happened to meaningful songs? I mean, I don't think I've heard a decent pop song with any meaning in it since 9/11.

It's all about OMG! MY BOYFRIEND BROKE UP WITH ME! and shit like that.

Sometimes I think I'd be better off in the 60's.

My mom has also become super bitch.

She loves to interrupt me at the most inconvenient times.

Like, in the middle of corpse pose during my daily yoga.

Just to tell me, hey, you're not allowed to bring YOUR computer

into school tomorrow because you forgot your coat.

Hooray...

Screw it, I'm bringing it anyway.

what the fuck?

2009-04-04T15:32:00.000-07:00

ugh, i'm so pissed off right now.

i don't think my mother knows exactly how much she pisses me off sometimes.

tonight at dinner, mind you this was a public place.

i bring up how excited i am about prom (i'm going with a girl)

and she's just so unnecessary and rude about my sexuality (i'm bi.)

tonight she's just like, "OHMYGOD, ARE YOU GOING TO TOUCH HER BOOBS?"

her words exactly.

she didn't know how fucking hurtful that was.

my parents are very open minded but my mom just teases me all the time about this.

my dad just tenses up and acts awkward if i even mention it.

-sighs-

glad i got this off my chest none the less.

i'm going to go before i burst into tears.

seducing JD

2009-04-04T12:34:00.000-07:00

so i watched an interview with my hero Johnny Depp.

Apparently breathing turns him on.

Not breathing turns him off.

Sorry dead girls.

I'm going to go seduce Johnny Depp with my breathing skills.

I've been doing it for fifteen years, I should be a pro.

midnight madness

2009-04-04T06:38:00.000-07:00

we've (cynthia, greg and I) have decided we're pathetic.

last night we gathered around midnight in cyn's tiny bathroom and had a tea party.

in discussing we realized that we're all grown teenagers and we're doing this on a friday night/into saturday morning.

we sat around discussing the world with strange accents while listening to Tea Time Poems by Emilie Autumn.

It was very nice, we enjoyed mint tea and then a batch of ginger tea.

the guest list included:

Myself (who provided the tea)

Cynthia (who provided the tea set)

Greg (who provided great company)

Sir Ratticus, the rat.

Father Pristine, the dead snake who lives in a box.

We had a jolly good time, we sat around singing,

"A very happy unbirthday to you!

"To me?"

"Yes you!"

and sang along to Emilie Autumn.

lets pray i don't get harmed.

2009-04-03T10:22:00.001-07:00

so, i cut my bangs today.

by myself, with a pair of kitchen scissors.

i think they look cute.

the dad hasn't noticed, or hasn't said anything.

i have a feeling the momster is going to freak out.

ah well, it's my hair.

i don't give a shit.

in other news i swear to god i'm going insane.

you know the sound facebook makes when someone pops up to chat with you?

the chat sound i guess.

yeah, i've been hearing that all the effing time.

i'll be sitting on my computer and not even be on facebook and hear that sound.

i'll check to make sure and then i just get confused.

ahhh!

insanity? obsession?

i've actually grown a fondness for facebook.

i like it better then myspace these days.

the only thing i like about myspace is you can music & jazz up your profile.

other then that i really dislike it.

i've considered deleting mine but nahh, not all of my friends have facebooks

and i'd like to keep in touch with them.

i've been listening to Emilie Autumn all day today, if you were wondering.

I'm going to see her in concert May 22nd in NYC.

I think I mentioned that though.

Oh well, I'm excited!

DFTBA!

or for you non-nerd fighters

don't forget to be awesome.

lets get these teen hearts beating faster, faster!

2009-04-03T04:50:00.000-07:00

so i wake up this morning lot onto myspace and find this lovely little message:

We had to remove an image (or images) from your account because they violated our Terms of Use. Our site is for people as young as 13, so we can't have certain kinds of pics (nude/sexually explicit, violence). Find out more about content we don’t allow at http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=misc.terms. If you continue to violate our Terms, we may be forced to remove your account.

If you find an image which you feel is in violation of our Terms, please feel free to use the 'report image' link below the image.

Thanks for your understanding.

MySpace Safety & Security

EXCUSE ME?

what are they talking about?

I can assure you there are NO naughty pictures on my myspace, that is gross.

I have one picture which is my guess of the problem, which is the one at the top.

I had a DRESS on, those are just my legs.

gahhh, they haven't deleted anything yet, or from what I can tell.

kinda pisses me off though.

What i'm listening to:

Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Off Her Clothing - P!ATD

Toxic - A Static Lullaby (cover)

Bullets are Scene - Dead Dead, Gorgeous

Coin Operated Boy - The Dresden Dolls

I Know Where You Sleep - Emilie Autumn

Bohemian Rhapsody - Emilie Autumn

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun - Emilie Autumn

look at these photographs

2009-04-02T18:39:00.000-07:00

finally, a decent photo editing software that works.

i've downloaded and uninstalled at least three programs today that didn't work.

gimp was one, it was like NO, I'M GOING TO BE STUPID AND NOT OPEN.

and some others that did the same thing.

i now have a program called, "Funtastic Photos."

-gigglesnorts-

hell, it does what i want it too. So I wont complain.

So I've been editing photos all day.

yahootie!

not going to school tomorrow.

oh, i have a date to the prom!

i'm pretty flippin' excited about that.

my nose still hurts.

i did something to the bridge between the two nostrils.

it's feeling better though.

got a new deviantART account.

i have Untouched stuck in my head.

i must say it's a lot more annoying then poker face.

pa-pa-pa-poker face pa-pa-poker face!

i'm going to stop rambling and go to bed.

see you in the a.m.

gross day.

2009-04-02T07:15:00.000-07:00

So yesterday we find out that our school is infested with bed bugs.

They're closing down school today and tomorrow to 'de-bug' the school.

Gross, isn't it?

As soon as we heard this we all starting getting itchy.

Even as I'm typing this I'm getting itchy.

Gah! BED BUGS, ew. I didn't actually think they existed.

They hand us this information packet about bed bugs.

They're like ticks only don't spread diseases.

They just come out at night and feast off your blood and dead skin.

Tell me that doesn't make you itch.

In other news I'm going to see Emilie Autumn in concert May 22nd!

Cyn and I are leaving for NYC on May 21st. I can't wait!

Tickets are cheap!

Prom is May 9th.

Each class has to pick a song to be their class song.

The freshmen have yet to decide their class song.

I've suggested One More Saturday Night by The Grateful Dead.

Hell, prom is on a saturday night! It'd be great.

There are only four dead heads in our class though, maybe we could persuade the rest of the class.

For One More Saturday Night, click here.

Holy crap they look so young.

That's about it.

Songs I'm listening to:

Flagpole Sitta - Chiodos

Tomorrow - Silverchair

As Ugly as I Seem - The White Stripes

I'm Lonely (But I Ain't That Lonely Yet) - The White Stripes

Little Ghost - The White Stripes

Love is Murder - Drop Dead, Gorgeous

Schizo - BrokenCYDE

Poker Face - Lady Gaga

Happy - Nevershoutnever!

Blood - My Chemical Romance

and as always, my chemical romance is my favorite band.